pirateangelbaby: (Norway - at Odin's Tower)
Thor Odinson, God of Thunder, King of Asgard ([personal profile] pirateangelbaby) wrote2019-06-15 09:04 am
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Even a God Can Need a Friend [Open to friends]

[OOC: This post and its threads may contain Endgame spoilers. Potential trigger warnings include depression, alcohol abuse, and suicidal thoughts. (See the bottom section of Thor's updated permissions page for more detail on relevant warnings, Thor’s triggers, and a disclaimer about his narration style.) If you intend to tag Thor and are sensitive to this kind of content, please let me know before we begin so that I can provide a safer roleplay experience for you. Individual threads on this post will not be warned for on a case by case basis.

Thor has left his current address with the remaining Avengers, Loki ([personal profile] coldsong), Prometheus ([personal profile] liverfree), and Sif ([personal profile] lady_sif). Other close friends are welcome to visit by getting coordinates from those listed, which may be done offscreen (of the Avengers, Rocket is the most likely to be out and about in the Nexus right now) - if in doubt, please ask the relevant mun. This post is intended to provide Thor with moral support as he grapples with his mental health; each thread will be treated as though it is a different day entirely so his mood and the immediate setting may vary. I do not mind slow tags, and this post will be perpetually open for a long while, so don't worry if you can't get to it right away but still want to play.]


Above the Arctic Circle, in the far north of Norway, the village formerly known as Henningsvær sprawls out across a tiny chain of islands. Despite the approach of summer, the weather is cool and overcast, sea breezes often sweeping through the narrow streets. For those approaching by road, the small single-lane bridge leading from the mainland now boasts a hand-painted sign in Norsk and Asgardian runes welcoming visitors to Asvera, which the local humans have taken to calling New Asgard. Population: 832.

Though much of the world still feels half-empty and apocalyptic, there is little of that here. Asgard has filled the empty spaces, each house claimed and occupied, as well as several hotels that once served seasonal tourists. Fishing boats come and go from the harbor, dock workers hard at work learning to repair nets and lines, others processing the day’s catch for consumption. There is no market, no selling of goods; everything is distributed communally through the grocery on the main island, every citizen entitled to a share, every citizen expected to work to support the others, save for the children who are too young.

The village is quiet, but busy. There is always work to be done, or new skills to learn to survive in their new home. The king, however, may not be so easy to find. Here in the tiny Norwegian village, there is no golden palace to give visitors a place to start looking. Perhaps it’s best to ask for directions.
sweetcandygirl: (peek a boo I see you)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-19 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"You know a good way for Asgard to show their appreciation. For a certain someone to maybe take a shower while the food is cooking..." Harley grins at him, then arches a suggestive eyebrow. "Unless, you do want me to sign up for a sponge bath. Because ohhhh baby..."

Showers and omelettes. Just two small steps to get over the hang over.

But she won't fight him too much on the shower front. Even though he desperately needs one.
sweetcandygirl: (No Good Ideas)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-19 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Harley doesn't see attractiveness in the same way as other people. She flirts with people who she is attracted to on a mental and social level, and it is not just about 'physical appearance'. So even though Thor does not feel he is attractive right now -- Harley is going to still flirt with him. It is part of her personality.

"I worked in a hospital, ya'know. So I do have experience if you wanna assistance." During her time in Arkham, there were many patients who had to be dragged to the showers. But Harley doesn't want to do that to Thor.

She flips the omelette, starting to cook the other side.
sweetcandygirl: (white walls surround me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-19 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
His sharp tone doesn't bother her. At least he is not throwing anything at her. Or trying to kill her.

The omelette is finished quickly enough. And Harley puts it on a clean plate, and pours a glass of orange juice for him -- leaving everything on the counter for him. And since she had to clean one plate for the meal... she makes herself busy by getting the other dirty dishes cleaned.

She is aware that it has been a long time, since Thor disappeared into the bathroom. The concern is knowing how long is too long, before she should go check on him (she had to stop several suicidal patients before at Arkham).

And yes, she had told him that she wasn't going to play maid... but really once she starts on the dishes, she finds herself cleaning the rest of the kitchen too.

Ten minutes. That is how much she will give him. If in ten minutes, he is not out of the bathroom -- then she will make sure he is still trying to be social.
sweetcandygirl: (Tea Time)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-19 10:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"I am sure you would have gotten around to it... but it is a bit of a tendency." Harley starts a pot of tea, mostly for herself. "Back in the Aslyum… everything was kept so spic and span. It is one of the reasons why I don't like the smell of bleach..."

When one considers the fact that she had to use bleach to clean blood off the floor before... or that the Joker Toxin had a bleach-smell to it... Harley just can't stand the stuff anymore.

"That is the thing about hospitals.... everything is kept so sterile."

sweetcandygirl: (We are Not In Kansas Anymore)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-20 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Once Harley has her cup of tea, she does join him at the kitchen table. Just being a presence.

And if he is more comfortable talking about other subjects, she can do that.

"I spent too much time in Arkham. First as a psychiatrist aid, then a psychiatrist, then as one of their 'patients'." She makes quotation marks around the last word. "Arkham was a mental asylum... a hospital for those who were judged to be broken in the brain. It was no fun as a patient. The way you would be judged constantly."

"I was put in D Block. That is where they keep the criminals who are broken in the brain. Pretty nasty there."
sweetcandygirl: (pray a little prayer for me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-20 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Harley knows that she said something to cause Thor to be holding the fork in such a tight grip. And it is quite difficult for her to monitor what she says, due to the way her mind works. But she is trying to help...

"The friends I made in Arkham were some of the closest I ever had... well, at least until I came to the Nexus."

She reaches forward to put her hand on his, to encourage him to lighten the grip on that fork. "And now I have even more good friends."
sweetcandygirl: (girl left behind)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-20 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Loki didn't specifically ask me to do anything." Harley shakes her head slightly. "I can tell that he does think of you, as he does consider you his Brother. And he has so much on his plate. You both do..."

She leans back in her chair. Sipping at her tea. "I am here because I wanted to see you. Because you are my friend."

And if he needs someone to break down with... she would be able to handle whatever he throws at her. Without a word to anyone else. Maybe he has to hear that.

"I ain't going to tell anyone what we talked about. That ain't anyone else's business..." Or even if he talks at all. It seems he is only comfortable with a few words right now.
sweetcandygirl: (I See the Devil)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Harley was not questioning Loki's parentage. It was more to the fact that she knows that Loki has been doing a lot of soul searching himself. And having Thor -- even another dimension's Thor -- in his life has meant the world to the other God. They are both confused and conflicted.

"Okay. Here is my two cents. You are stuck in this limbo of suffering and guilt. And there is no easy way out of limbo. Especially if you might be thinking you deserve to be there." Harley speaks softly.

"In my opinion, there are three options. One, you have the drive and passion to fight your way out of limbo. It is a hella of a climb, with lots of obstacles. But honestly, I think your fight has left you."

"Two, you drop to the very bottom, and go broken. That ain't easy either. It takes a strong person to be broken and just let everything out. It takes an even stronger person to find empowerment from that moment -- of that pure explosion of emotional truth. And find themselves to snap out of everything."

"And three... stay in Limbo. A quite sad option, since you eventually will push people who care about you away. And you lose that last sense of yourself."

Harley tilts her head. "But the thing you should know... is I am here for whatever direction you want to take. You want a fight -- I can help you fight. You want to break -- I can help you break. You want to stay in Limbo -- I will stay with you, even as others might not stay."

"I am here."
sweetcandygirl: (smile when the world sucks)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe the reasons there is no way to fix this... is because it is not meant to be fixed." Harley points out.

"Look at those eggs... I broke them. There was no way to fix the broken shells. But I was still able to make something out of the mess."

"I..." She points at herself. "Am broken. I am a mess. And I am not some project for someone to try to fix."

"If you are so caught up in finding a fix... then it ain't no wonder you are stuck in limbo. Looking for something that just ain't there."

"And by looking for that one particular thing... you miss everything else."
sweetcandygirl: (white walls surround me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"It sucks hard what happened. And seriously, every single person who is left behind on your Earth lost someone. You'all are going through survivor's guilt."

Harley arched an eyebrow. "How the fuck is any of it your fault?"
sweetcandygirl: (tears of a clown)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-22 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Harley moves, and goes to kneel by his side. She can see the panic building up... and him desperately holding it back.

"Sorry hun, but the should haves mean nothing. He would have done it, half a dozen different ways, no matter what had happened or no matter who was there. Sometimes the bad guy gets his win. And people get hurt."

"You just letting him continue to best you..."
sweetcandygirl: (Life is Unpredictable)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-22 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Harley might have not heard the facts behind the situation -- but she does understand what he is feeling. That Thor holds himself responsible for not stopping Thanos.

And when he starts to rock unsteadily, she stands slightly to wrap her arms around him. She doesn't say anything, just holds him in that moment to give him a sense of something. The presence that she promised to be.

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