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Thor Odinson, God of Thunder, King of Asgard ([personal profile] pirateangelbaby) wrote2019-06-15 09:04 am
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Even a God Can Need a Friend [Open to friends]

[OOC: This post and its threads may contain Endgame spoilers. Potential trigger warnings include depression, alcohol abuse, and suicidal thoughts. (See the bottom section of Thor's updated permissions page for more detail on relevant warnings, Thor’s triggers, and a disclaimer about his narration style.) If you intend to tag Thor and are sensitive to this kind of content, please let me know before we begin so that I can provide a safer roleplay experience for you. Individual threads on this post will not be warned for on a case by case basis.

Thor has left his current address with the remaining Avengers, Loki ([personal profile] coldsong), Prometheus ([personal profile] liverfree), and Sif ([personal profile] lady_sif). Other close friends are welcome to visit by getting coordinates from those listed, which may be done offscreen (of the Avengers, Rocket is the most likely to be out and about in the Nexus right now) - if in doubt, please ask the relevant mun. This post is intended to provide Thor with moral support as he grapples with his mental health; each thread will be treated as though it is a different day entirely so his mood and the immediate setting may vary. I do not mind slow tags, and this post will be perpetually open for a long while, so don't worry if you can't get to it right away but still want to play.]


Above the Arctic Circle, in the far north of Norway, the village formerly known as Henningsvær sprawls out across a tiny chain of islands. Despite the approach of summer, the weather is cool and overcast, sea breezes often sweeping through the narrow streets. For those approaching by road, the small single-lane bridge leading from the mainland now boasts a hand-painted sign in Norsk and Asgardian runes welcoming visitors to Asvera, which the local humans have taken to calling New Asgard. Population: 832.

Though much of the world still feels half-empty and apocalyptic, there is little of that here. Asgard has filled the empty spaces, each house claimed and occupied, as well as several hotels that once served seasonal tourists. Fishing boats come and go from the harbor, dock workers hard at work learning to repair nets and lines, others processing the day’s catch for consumption. There is no market, no selling of goods; everything is distributed communally through the grocery on the main island, every citizen entitled to a share, every citizen expected to work to support the others, save for the children who are too young.

The village is quiet, but busy. There is always work to be done, or new skills to learn to survive in their new home. The king, however, may not be so easy to find. Here in the tiny Norwegian village, there is no golden palace to give visitors a place to start looking. Perhaps it’s best to ask for directions.
sweetcandygirl: (pray a little prayer for me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-20 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Harley knows that she said something to cause Thor to be holding the fork in such a tight grip. And it is quite difficult for her to monitor what she says, due to the way her mind works. But she is trying to help...

"The friends I made in Arkham were some of the closest I ever had... well, at least until I came to the Nexus."

She reaches forward to put her hand on his, to encourage him to lighten the grip on that fork. "And now I have even more good friends."
sweetcandygirl: (girl left behind)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-20 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Loki didn't specifically ask me to do anything." Harley shakes her head slightly. "I can tell that he does think of you, as he does consider you his Brother. And he has so much on his plate. You both do..."

She leans back in her chair. Sipping at her tea. "I am here because I wanted to see you. Because you are my friend."

And if he needs someone to break down with... she would be able to handle whatever he throws at her. Without a word to anyone else. Maybe he has to hear that.

"I ain't going to tell anyone what we talked about. That ain't anyone else's business..." Or even if he talks at all. It seems he is only comfortable with a few words right now.
sweetcandygirl: (I See the Devil)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Harley was not questioning Loki's parentage. It was more to the fact that she knows that Loki has been doing a lot of soul searching himself. And having Thor -- even another dimension's Thor -- in his life has meant the world to the other God. They are both confused and conflicted.

"Okay. Here is my two cents. You are stuck in this limbo of suffering and guilt. And there is no easy way out of limbo. Especially if you might be thinking you deserve to be there." Harley speaks softly.

"In my opinion, there are three options. One, you have the drive and passion to fight your way out of limbo. It is a hella of a climb, with lots of obstacles. But honestly, I think your fight has left you."

"Two, you drop to the very bottom, and go broken. That ain't easy either. It takes a strong person to be broken and just let everything out. It takes an even stronger person to find empowerment from that moment -- of that pure explosion of emotional truth. And find themselves to snap out of everything."

"And three... stay in Limbo. A quite sad option, since you eventually will push people who care about you away. And you lose that last sense of yourself."

Harley tilts her head. "But the thing you should know... is I am here for whatever direction you want to take. You want a fight -- I can help you fight. You want to break -- I can help you break. You want to stay in Limbo -- I will stay with you, even as others might not stay."

"I am here."
sweetcandygirl: (smile when the world sucks)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Maybe the reasons there is no way to fix this... is because it is not meant to be fixed." Harley points out.

"Look at those eggs... I broke them. There was no way to fix the broken shells. But I was still able to make something out of the mess."

"I..." She points at herself. "Am broken. I am a mess. And I am not some project for someone to try to fix."

"If you are so caught up in finding a fix... then it ain't no wonder you are stuck in limbo. Looking for something that just ain't there."

"And by looking for that one particular thing... you miss everything else."
sweetcandygirl: (white walls surround me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-21 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"It sucks hard what happened. And seriously, every single person who is left behind on your Earth lost someone. You'all are going through survivor's guilt."

Harley arched an eyebrow. "How the fuck is any of it your fault?"
sweetcandygirl: (tears of a clown)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-22 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Harley moves, and goes to kneel by his side. She can see the panic building up... and him desperately holding it back.

"Sorry hun, but the should haves mean nothing. He would have done it, half a dozen different ways, no matter what had happened or no matter who was there. Sometimes the bad guy gets his win. And people get hurt."

"You just letting him continue to best you..."
sweetcandygirl: (Life is Unpredictable)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-22 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Harley might have not heard the facts behind the situation -- but she does understand what he is feeling. That Thor holds himself responsible for not stopping Thanos.

And when he starts to rock unsteadily, she stands slightly to wrap her arms around him. She doesn't say anything, just holds him in that moment to give him a sense of something. The presence that she promised to be.
sweetcandygirl: (wrap your arms around me)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-22 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't be sorry. Let yourself feel this way." Harley softly tells him, as she continues to hold him. He is not pushing her away right now... "If you keep on holding all this in... you ain't doing yourself any good."

"React. React to the unfairness of it all. Just let it all pour out."

"It stays here."
sweetcandygirl: (Add a Pretty Umbrella)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-23 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Thor..." Harley tilts her head, to capture his eyes, while still holding him close. "I live with my pain and madness every day. I know it doesn't go away. I know that it follows you."

"But I also know that there is a way to let yourself fall apart... and pick yourself up. And the rest of the world will never know... because it doesn't want to know. It doesn't want to see."

"You can let yourself fall apart and I will be here to catch you. Because I know how lonely it is... to not have anyone there to be there."
Edited 2019-06-23 00:24 (UTC)
sweetcandygirl: (smile when the world sucks)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-23 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
"Well then... Good thing I am here." Harley smiles softly. The whole state of Thor has made her decide that she is needed here, to stay with him.

She believes he can find himself. And she can help.

And really... he doesn't seem to have the strength to chase her off right now.
sweetcandygirl: (Its Just Lipstick)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-23 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"We will make an omelette a regular thing. Every day, around this time." Harley takes his plate from him. And she can just watch over him.

After all, she is still doesn't have a new Nexus apartment to go to. And Loki's place is a little full. And she can't go to her universe right now, with whatever Joker is planning for her.

So she has the time to be here for Thor. It works out quite nicely.

"It would be good to get you on a routine."
sweetcandygirl: (smug little girl)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-25 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Yep!" Harley smiles at him. As she cleans the plate, and puts the rest of the dishes away.

"Having company around might help!"

"And I can assist with cleaning, cooking, and anything else you might need."
sweetcandygirl: (I See the Devil)

[personal profile] sweetcandygirl 2019-06-25 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
Harley has been at that bottom of the barrel moment (more times than she can count). Has she ever had a moment of Grace, like the one he fell from? No. But she knows how it feels to be fallen.

So she is not going to judge him for being there right now.

She heads over to him, and places a hand on his shoulder. "You would be doing me a favor, honest. Don't know if you heard... but my Nexus apartment got ransacked during Winter, and I decided against going back there. Cricket has his new place. And Loki has his. And both of them are sort of settling right now..."

"It ain't safe for me to be back in my world. So if I am here... then I have a roof over my head. And someone to keep me company."